We got to chat today. I wish I could chat with him more. I want to know what the wishy washy energy is. What is the inner child wounds? Is he going to take a leap of faith? He will always choose the child that he raised. He is seeing that everything that he is doing is crumbling. He doesn't want to be rejected. He has been throwing all these options. Sexually attracted, maturity level is the same with the age difference, no one Needs anything. Wake up and realize our connection is the real deal. The connection we have together is real. CAPRICORN AND FULFILLED. omg we are fulfilled because there is nothing with the third party... triggered.. goals... work... business love... hard work... is it going to pay OFF?
I have had so much heartbreak and grief. I am completing my journey. I have been just been wanting to be loved me whole life. I am fully capable of having my way. I am being practical about something, I just want to have what I want in my life. I am going to let him go. There is nothing that he wants from me. I am moving forward and growing. I want him to change but I don't think he will. Should I move on? I miss him so much. He was my best friend. I had to do what I had to do. I couldn't put up with the games anymore. Oh well, nothing I can do about what happened. Yours Truly, Jyll.
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