This guy has other things to deal with. He loves me. He is unbothered while wearing a mask, while being serene in front of others. He doesn't know how much he really cares about me. We need to be in separation because he has been listening to the wrong people. The only reaction he has with me is his social media. Distance, emotional.. physical... devoted.. returning to me.. big part of it... journey.. I want to be the end when she isn't there anymore want to be the end when he isn't there. I want to be here for Kayden when no on else in around. I want to be in his life so he knows me for the next 10 years with his dad. So he knows that not all love can be helped. He has a hard life already...living with his grandmother who he thinks is his mother. And his grandmas boyfriend or live in companion who has been there for more than *v27 

Version 27 

you have been with someone for 27 years. You are not going to change. they are going to continue to hurt that person that they are with. If they can't change for the person that they are with then they cannot be about or honestly love the person you are with. You have a feeling. The feeling is with someone that you have no trust or idea what is going to happen. this person is not ready for what is going on. He doesn't want me to write a book. my dad had always wanted me to-write a book. I could have told my life from this point forward. 

why should I develop my book into the past? Well the past is where the fun is......